Our Neighbor Totoro
(Caveat emptor: This blog is obviously more appropriately entitled “Scott Observes Noah Sailing around the World,” Noah being only at the doorstep of literacy and all, so now and again, perforce, there might be an entry that’s really just in the category of “Scott’s Blog.” Here’s one of those. It’ll be long and a little academic, because I’m tracking down professional answers here as I write.)
Shrines and temples. What are they, as spaces both physical and spiritual? Whatever else, I think they are spaces or places where the boundary between the worlds becomes thin, where we can step for a moment almost inside that other place. You know that other place: the place where the gods live, the place our ideas dwell—our ideas of what? Of what moves our lives and bends their courses, and of the agents that do the bending: the spirits, the kami that animate the world.
At Jindai-ji Temple
Kami is a word in the Shinto tradition, which is Japan’s indigenous “religion” (words for these things are so inadequate). I’ve learned more about Shinto in a week than I had the whole rest of my life, not because of being in Japan but because of this class I’m teaching aboard the MV Explorer. It’s a composition class with a theme called “Mythical Encounters.” We’re talking about how myths translate across cultures, and by “myths” I don’t just mean Greek or Hindu myths. We started with Harry Potter and Twilight, looking at how and whether those western products matter or translate abroad, then shifted to the wonderful anime films of Hayao Miyazaki and his Studio Ghibli. As a class, we watched his beautiful film Spirited Away, about a ten-year old girl who unwittingly gets translated to the world of the kami.
Spirited Away
Shinto is a beautiful spiritual path. In Shinto, the whole world is animated—infused with spirits (animae). In Spirited Away, we meet spirits of radishes and rivers, frogs and chickens, and they all come to Madam Yubaba’s bath house to be washed and spa-ed, presumably to then return to the “real” world purified. Purification is (apparently) an important theme in Shinto. I gather (my knowledge being so paltry) that in this tradition “impurity” is not meant in the spirit of “sinful” or “defiled,” a la the shame-and-guilt-based ideas in Christianity, but simply “clouded”—your windows are dirty. I really know what that means at present. As in my earlier posts about my traveler’s anxiety, it’s not been an easy stretch. A therapist I worked with recently said that, after fifty, “it’s all management,” meaning your time is short and the responsibilities are great, and the art of it is the art of balancing and scheduling, hoping that there will be a little time left over for your own heart and health.
I have not been very good at the balancing act lately. I love my job, and I love being daddy, but there is just so much to do and so little time, and I “manage” my days by finishing one task and shifting to another, then another, then another. I grab an hour a week to do yoga, another to get to church. In good weeks I manage to get a little painting done. I know, I know, first-world problems, blahdy-blah. I am profoundly privileged. But still, willy nilly, I live in quiet desperation much of the time: very, very “polluted” with management concerns. I go days without remembering to look at the sky or see what the birds are doing. When you’re clouded, when your eyes are dirty, the world is dead around you. When you’re clean, when your eyesight is clear, you see that everything around you is sacred and alive.
We left the ship to find some clarity and unpollute our eyes. “We” in this case were not Susan and Noah and I but rather my students and I, plus our wonderful guide Keiichi-san (family members are not allowed on “Field Labs,” the in-port component that every class taught in SAS is required to have). I would say that our eyes were pretty clear from spending a couple of weeks washing them metaphorically in the waters of the blue Pacific. Still, we headed out, through Yokohama streets, on subways and trains and by foot, to two different kinds of shrines: the Jindai-ji Buddhist temple and the Museum of the Art of Studio Ghibli.
The Ghibli Museum was first. It’s in a beautiful parklandish suburb of Tokyo called Mitaka. It’s winter here in Japan, of course: chill air, bare trees, muted browns and grays. The museum building is straight out of Barcelonean modernisme and, with its rounded edges and rococo accents, could have easily been designed by Gaudi. I had invited my students to think of the museum as a sort of shrine. Miyazaki’s films (Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, My Neighbor Totoro, Kiki’s Delivery Service, Ponyo, and several others) certainly attract idolators and inspire adoration. Miyazaki’s fans meet, they look into each other’s eyes, and they see, “oh yeah, you get it too—the Miyazaki thing.” Some of this special quality has to do with the art of his films, which is flatly gorgeous, but I think more of it concerns the spirit with which his films are made. These animated films are animistic films, spiritual in the sense both that they are infused with the spirit of a tradition (Shinto) that affirms the beauty and sacredness of the created world and that they have a great deal of worshipful integrity. Their characters are treated with tremendous compassion. There may be heroes, but there are no villains in Miyazaki’s films, only people who are managing, or failing to manage, despite or because of responsibilities or despite or because of the pollution in their eyes. And in many films there are kami. Totoro is Miyazaki’s iconic spirit of the woodland, the “neighbor” (no more tame than Aslan) who is there to hold and enfold, for instance, two little girls worried about their sick mother.
The Ghibli Museum is a shrine. You walk in (sorry, but no interior photography was allowed) down a long nave into a dim sanctuary with soft music playing. There are exhibits like the saint-shrines in a Catholic church, little chapels or apses where you ooh and aah over tableaux from the films. You rise through the dim interior on whimsical circular staircases, pass the gift shop / indulgence merchant, and emerge on the roof, which is landscaped and guarded by a giant robot soldier.
If you manage to skirt the robot, you walk a narrow path and emerge into a grotto with an altar. All of it is beautiful. The best part for me was the reproduction of Miyazaki’s studio, with library, workbenches, painting space, models of scenes or machinery from the films, and, best of all, painting after painting of scenes and scenery from the films. It was all just so wonderful.
From the Ghibli museum, we took a bus to the Jindai-ji Temple, arriving around 4. The temple is beautiful and, of course serene. You’re greeted at the gate by a guardian demon (sorry for the poor pic):
The poet David Whyte says that these monsters are there not to keep out bad elements but rather to invite you to invite in your deepest fears or to help you own your inner monsters. Passing the guardian, you walk up a lane into the temple precinct and send your wishes and prayers into the Great Unknown via tossed coins and bowed prayers.
Here you write your prayers and tie them to the lines encircling the sacred Buddha.
We didn’t get to step into the actual main temple building because it had just been shut by the monks. Prayer bells gonged from within.
We strolled through the gardens and made our prayers and then walked in the direction of delicious soba and tempura for dinner.
Buddhism and Shinto exist side by side and completely companionably in Japan and have done so for centuries. The secret, I think, is moving away from a conception of God as a personage—especially as a jealous, possessive personage. What if “gods” are just the spirits, the life, animating a place? What if god “is” animation? And I have to wonder if Miyazaki-san himself has pondered the intersections of animism / animation? Is Totoro really a kind of kami? Is he / she (only now am I struck with the realization that Totoro is very much of ambiguous gender) worshipped, or will he / she be worshipped in the future? Are the Totoro plushies available in shops all over Japan the same thing as idols we buy in cathedrals to lodge in niches in our homes? And can we ask the same questions about Mickey Mouse figures in the west?
Whatever the answers to these currently unanswerable questions, I definitely felt my eyes washed clean on Monday, and I think my students did too.
Noah understands Totoro better than I ever will, I think, but we all think he’s pretty great.
At the Studio Ghibli Store in Kyoto.